Dylan, since you wanted an update so much, here it is.
Take it.
Claim it.
Accept it.
P/S : I'll be ripping part of yours since there's nothing to blog about! D;
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K. So my past few posts have been rants.
Guess my life isn't that smooth, eh.
Or maybe I'm just that sensitive.
Whadayya think?
Luldota.
Yes, dota.
This usually 1 hour-long game that bonds us all through pixels, animation and sound.
See, a mob of about 8 to 10 creating more noise than 50 aunties at the Lor 3 Toapayoh Wet Market just because Dylan came outta nowhere; now, you don't see this everyday.
Well, neither do we.
We see this every week, actually.
It's getting crazy. Almost every week we go out, doing all kinds of hilariously crazy stuff, laughing our heads off.
Well, can't complain about the bonding there.
But maybe I should stop for a bit.
Money's secondary; I can save it back.
But I just feel that my studies are falling back.
For most subjects, I feel so-so.
But maths, no, no.
Admittedly, I'm not some maths whizz, but at the very least I can get a grasp of most things.
So I guess I need some extra effort to pull it back up, huh.
But no, I still don't see that.
I picture myself ... not putting in an effort to do so.
There's always the will, but rarely the way.
But the closer you get to it, the further you feel it gets.
I've always wanted to sit down for once and do every question on the maths textbook I've been taught to do.
Well, it's kind of a ridiculous goal, going by MY normal standards, I admit.
But I've never even SAT DOWN starting to do it.
What the fuck, man.
Where'd my motivation go?
I needa get it back.
Well, only thing I can do is to see how it goes for now.
Or maybe actually trying to focus my willpower into my pen, shoving through the maths I've been vowing to do...
...OH, FUCK. THIS IS ANOTHER RANT POST.
