Haiyoh, another rant, .___.
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You demand the respect out of us.
You demand moreso our attention.
Let's face it kay.
If something is uninteresting, then no attention will be paid, at least not truthfully.
If something is interesting, but something else is even more so, then the no attention would be paid to the former, either.
I just wanna say.
That what you do is uninteresting, and there're many things that arouse our senses so much more.
Now for respect.
True respect comes in the form of admiration/recognition/approbation/awe/etc, am I wrong to say that?
I see not any of the positive points or whatnot that which sprout into respect into you.
Sometimes we just fake the respect.
For you we don't even bother.
In short, you fail.
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LOL @ BOOKS.
Nick borrowed some book from the library today. (forgot the book name, sorry. ;x)
I took one too, ''The Last Siege''.
Initially I only wanted to borrow that, but Nick found a more ... interesting book!
''Women in mens' houses''
By Wee Kiat
By Wee Kiat
By Wee Kiat
By Wee Kiat
By Wee Kiat
By Wee Kiat
LUL!
And it gets better.
The story revolves around three women, being ''YEN YEN'', ''CHING LING'' and ''Ai Lian''.
JUST LUL.
I borrowed it just for the kick of it, but now it's quite a nice read.
The story, as mentioned, revolves around the three women.
It starts off with a wake for whom they have yet to mention. After a fair bit of tears and coldness, the story shows a flashback of the three zhabor in their youth.
Haiyoh. Hard to describe the book liddat. ;x
brb read first.
So that has happened. We knew it was gonna happen, but none of us wanted it.
Especially not her.
Things have to change.
Adapations have to be made.
But how will I adapt?
Will I do this or that?
I don't know.
I just don't know.
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It feel bad. It's like being between two paths. Each leads to a different destination.
I can't head back, so I must choose one; but which will it be?
Thoughts are swirling about in my head. I've more or less come to a decision. but will I'm still uncertain or myself.
More importantly, will I be able to keep to it?
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Enough with the emo-ness.
Muster...
the anger.
Summon...
the torment.
Along with that comes my hand,
To type out this fucking rant.
Yes, rant.
RANT.
RANT.
FUCKING RANT.
You're all a group of whores. Fuckwhores, I tell you.
You think very easy arh.
You think we do is never put in effort one arh.
You think we do just to amuse you arh.
You don't like, just reject, very fun arh.
Can't you all just acknowledge our effort?
It's so fucking time consuming, and you just bluntly say no.
What, if we redo, you say no again?
Come here just to listen to you kp is it?
I don't know why I stay on.
But what I do know, it's that I stay on not for you.
I HAD TO WRITE SOMETHING SO LET IT BE THIS.
Who doesn't hate teachers with plain, expressionless faces?
I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to no more
And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to no more
I know it's not your life to see this through
Just know that in my heart, it beats for you
'cause some lyrics are just that fucking awesome.
As promised, here's a long update. ._.
Have a good read
for I've done a good deed;
By that I mean by publishing this post
that might just entertain you to the utmost.
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Another crazy Saturday, whoo!
Thouh only 6 people went for LAN today. ;/
Dylan, Bingxian, Nick, Shaun, Ryan. and I'll let you guess who's the last one.
Raiders as usual. Need I go more in-depth?
Well, maybe yes, maybe no.
Either way, SB's still imba in my opinion. ;O
But heh. So we went to LJS for lunch. Long John Silvers, mind you. Get that pubic misconception outta your head.
May've been the first time I've even stepped into any LJS, but I've certainly heard many a praise about their savory fries.
So I get thinking; how good can fries be? I mean, just fried potatoes.
With that curious mindset, and of course an empty stomach, I picked up a fry, which promptly met its end in my jaw. ;O
Well, it's unique. It has this ... onion-ish tinge in it? I dunno. You gotta taste it to know it. I can't say it disappointed me, but I didn't see why it was that good, either. ;x It just tasted like onion rings with potato, LUL. It owns Mac fries hands down, though I still prefer cheese fries.
Bottom line is, KFC CHEESE FRIES FTW! ;D
By then it was like, around 1? We had 2 hours to waste before meeting up with the girls. Now, what could we do to burn two hours without costing much? We didn't know. Neither did we bother to find out.
They say that talk is cheap. But I say that sight is free.
Zoom, Whoosh, Bing, Bang, Pang!
The teens playing Tamiya cars outside the game shop allured us into looking. Can't blame our curiosity; they caught the attention of almost everyone walking past! But at least it gave us something entertaining to watch.
Know those flat, fast cars cars that zoom about self-made tracks?
So these guys made this rollercoaster course for the cars to whoosh about on. There was one steep hump on it, and going by the speeds the cars went, it was highly likely for them to simply fly past the track.
The goal was simple. To keep the cars running for as long as possible without flying off-track.
We were being somehow sadistic, hoping that the cars would fly off and collide into a wall or something, and smash itself into pieces, LOL. Luckily (Maybe unluckily?), none of them did! ._. But at least one flew out and the owner was literally running for his money (Come on luh. He BOUGHT the car right), who ran faster than him, LOL. He managed to get it back, though. ;P
So then we walked to amk hub after burning like, 20mins? We then found outselves playing with the exit-only doors that were positioned on the 3rd floor. Nick, I'll remember this. You locked me in! D;
Now, we still had some time on our hands. The question 4 paragraphs ago repeats itself here; a common interest among us? BLEACH STRAPS, LOL. Well, almost. Sorry Ryan! ;x Got an Ichimaru, heh. Thanks to everyone there who fought against the trap of the coin-eating machine! ;D Kick it and slap it, to refund a coin; the refund button works not!
Okay, so we all got our straps. LOL, SHAUN ALREADY GOT 3. Met up with Yixian then as well.
What to do, still quite some time before the movie starts. We ended up subconciously walking into Zone X! ._. I and Shaun played Silent Hill, but both of us first time play, heh. ._. WE DIED TWICE EACH AT THE FIRST BOSS. And omg man. The machine super ex can! $2 per tap! D;
Then movie lol. Watched Harry Potter, though frankly speaking I wasn't really eager to watch it, since I'm not that avid a fan.
Met up with Aiqi, Ailing, Metis, Enqi, Jolyn and Zhihui.
Not much was said prior to the movie; everyone just chiong in!
Dylan and I shared a meal, lul.
Went in, and we sat in the front row! ;O
Gosh, the front row bar DAMN shiok to rest your legs on! ;D
Ryan - Me - Dylan - Yixian - Bingxian - Shaun
Aiqi - Ailing - Metis - Jolyn - Enqi - Nick
[row of strangers]
Zhihui
Zhihui solo kiah-ed!
Man, she's good. I wouldn't be able to stand that. I can't watch a movie properly without disturbing anyone I know. ._, Somemore it so long, I've probably died halfway when Harry raised his wand.
And Nick, this was your first time hor.
It's alright if there's no progress!
We'll be rooting for you! ;D
Many stupid things done, countless popcorn thrown, and lots of noise made! ._.
But hey, I've never been to a movie without any of the three above!
[horniness alert-skip to next paragraph if you're pure]
[highlight the white space to see! ;D]
Speaking of stupid things, we came up with a cunning method to fondle with someone's chest! ;D
Follow the steps and find success -
1) Pass the popcorn to someone
2) Wait for a bit to lessen suspiscion
3) Stretch your hand for the popcorn
4) Deliberately miss the popcorn and rub the victim's chest and keep asking where the popcorn is!
5) ;D
I did it to Dylan, who did it to LYX, who then switched seats to do it to Shaun!
Man, that's fun.
But Harry Potter was good though. I know bits and pieces of the storyline, but I've totally no clue what really happens, LOL. I got the invidual parts of the movie by themselves, but I see no link that connects them in the story. Like, the wizard soccer? I don't see how it's related to the parts where Harry and Dumbledoore (sp?) attempt to destroy fragments of Voldamort (sp?)'s soul. But heck, that's most likely since I don't even know what happened the episodes before, LOL.
After the movie, the girls went to shop for Enqi's advance birthday present.
The boys mostly just followed and sat together, doing random stuff, so I didn't know what they got for her, LOL.
But I don't care hor. Enqi, you still owe me TWO presents next year! ;D
Then group photo-ed.
I'm hiding as usual! ._.
Can you see me? I'm the one in blue behind Shaun! ;P
Photo courtesy of Nick, but koped from Dylan. ;P
Then home-d.
Whew. That was long.
If you've read THE WHOLE THING, you get a cookie. No cheating! No skipping! How do I know if you jumped? I know. I just know. ;P
But hey. Here's a one phrase summary for those lazy assholes. ;O
- Money-spamming!
Spent $34 today, omg.
Dylan, since you wanted an update so much, here it is.
Take it.
Claim it.
Accept it.
P/S : I'll be ripping part of yours since there's nothing to blog about! D;
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K. So my past few posts have been rants.
Guess my life isn't that smooth, eh.
Or maybe I'm just that sensitive.
Whadayya think?
Luldota.
Yes, dota.
This usually 1 hour-long game that bonds us all through pixels, animation and sound.
See, a mob of about 8 to 10 creating more noise than 50 aunties at the Lor 3 Toapayoh Wet Market just because Dylan came outta nowhere; now, you don't see this everyday.
Well, neither do we.
We see this every week, actually.
It's getting crazy. Almost every week we go out, doing all kinds of hilariously crazy stuff, laughing our heads off.
Well, can't complain about the bonding there.
But maybe I should stop for a bit.
Money's secondary; I can save it back.
But I just feel that my studies are falling back.
For most subjects, I feel so-so.
But maths, no, no.
Admittedly, I'm not some maths whizz, but at the very least I can get a grasp of most things.
So I guess I need some extra effort to pull it back up, huh.
But no, I still don't see that.
I picture myself ... not putting in an effort to do so.
There's always the will, but rarely the way.
But the closer you get to it, the further you feel it gets.
I've always wanted to sit down for once and do every question on the maths textbook I've been taught to do.
Well, it's kind of a ridiculous goal, going by MY normal standards, I admit.
But I've never even SAT DOWN starting to do it.
What the fuck, man.
Where'd my motivation go?
I needa get it back.
Well, only thing I can do is to see how it goes for now.
Or maybe actually trying to focus my willpower into my pen, shoving through the maths I've been vowing to do...
...OH, FUCK. THIS IS ANOTHER RANT POST.
RANT ALERT.
k lol.
IT'S A HAIRCHECK.
HAIRCHECK.
HAIR.
HAIR.
HAIR.
Not pocket, dammit.
People inspect the hair, but you focus your attention on pockets.
Nobody cares where you divert your interest if you just keep quiet, but now that you let it out, EVERYONE cares.
What, just because our personal accessories dangle out of our pockets means that they're conveying an innuendo for you to lay your hands on them?
So you just order us to hand them over to satisfy your newfound libido?
And your reasoning? We shouldn't wear them like that because it's inappropiate for the image of the uniform?
Sure, we'll get that into our heads.
Sure, we'll make ammends.
Sure, we'll put it into out pockets instead.
But need you go to the extent of simply confiscating them at whim?
Dammit man.
I mean, nobody else says anything about that.
It's more like a personal opinion that a rule, fuck.
If it's a rule, shouldn't it be on the handbook or something?
Anything. Not the slightest mention of the forbidding of handphone/wallet accessories.
Oh, you mean it's a literal unwritten rule that you enforce?
Oh, come on. A rule's meant to keep the people it applies to in check (hopefully).
It isn't fufilling its purpose if the said people don't even KNOW about it, dammit.
See, one quarter of the school can't be wrong!
Please LUH. If you wanna enforce disciplinary action or whatnot, can add rules anot?
At least tell us what we can't do and what will happen to us if we do otherwise.
Although frankly speaking, most of us will still break them anyway.
BUT AT LEAST IT JUSTIFIES YOU SUDDENLY TAKING OUR STUFF RIGHT.
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End of rant.
If you're reading this, chances are you'll know who I'm referring to right.
At least it feels better now. ;/
... I still want my kurotsuchi back! D;
I keep telling myself there's a tomorrow, but what happens when there's no more tomorrow?
Oh, dammit. I needa stop procrastinating on everything. ._.
So I lack motivation.
So I lack inspiration.
So I lack intuition.
And you want me to update my blog properly. There's nothing to blog about. Anything currently in my head is either typical or unexceptional, and I'm not one to write about that; nor am I one with the gift to make such things that interesting, now am I?
Seriously. Just look at it. It's all commonplace, just too ... usual. I mean, we just came back from the holidays. Is there anything noteworthy about that? See, it's just the same, old, 'Oh-Mrs-Nair-Come-Already-Chiong-Back-To-Your-Seats' routine. Sure, I could write about that and such, but would you enjoy reading it? Probably yes, probably no. But I guess not.
Okay, so schooling isn't that, well, exhilarating now either. Everything appears so orthodox now. A bunch of pencils, a cluster of pens. And what do they do? Homework. Or maybe not. But hey. Sometimes you just don't wanna do it. Can't help it, can you? But still every now and then you still get this pseudo-guilty feeling. It's just like blogging; you initially have it all up in your head, and you're already ready to start on it. But once you touch the keyboard, you just stare the at the monitor blankly, all your motivation lost.
So I've given my two cents' worth my current school life. What else could I cover now? Well, maybe holidays? Goals, you say. Of course I set some. But how many of them have I fulfilled? Heh. Just another bunch of empty promises. What happened to 'SM-let's-do-math'? What happened to 'SM-let's-learn-2-words-everyday'? Sure, CCA's fruitful, in a sense. At least our performance's better now. But nothing much else has been done; I mean, unless you count DotA in. 7 matches daily for the first half of the holidays isn't exactly what I'd call conducive.
But I guess it's too late writing about all this now. It's all over. I can't just throw myself a few weeks back and try to keep my own words again. So I ask myself, 'if I make amends like that, what can I do?' And then I answer myself, 'I'll make amends another way.' The past is gone, I tell myself. But the future isn't. Guess the only way to redeem myself again is to work harder, heh.
I just hope this isn't just another empty promise.
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K, sorry, Dylan. ;x
I couldn't reach 1000 words.
394 and my mind went blank already. ;x
But hey, you gotta give me credit right. THIS IS THE FIRST TIME IN A YEAR I ACTUALLY DID A FULLY SERIOUS POST.
NO EMOTICONS.
NO BAD PUNS.
NO SARCASM.
SUCK ON IT.
If I make it through today, will tomorrow be the same?
- The Young And The Hopeless, Good Charlotte.
This just seems to catch my attention.
Does it catch yours?